fuck, like what happend, it use to make me happy, everythin' finally felt right.

My life was feelin' complete.

All the fucken bullshit i had gone through, eveything i had assured myself there where reasons to why horrible fucked up shit like that happend.

I knew how you felt, cause you made me feel it.
The thing i felt us both sharing, its gone.
The thing that i felt us link togethor, its gone closed up.
You put it up, i dunno why.
There;s nothing here to prove, you don't need to put up walls, you don't need to play a game...
to try and win me over, you already did.
like, im here, for the long run, this is real.
I dont want anythin' else, i ain't fuckin' with you.
i love you, why deos it feel like you forgot this

the only way your gunna be able to get through life is by accepting and understanding that your in control of what happens in your life.
your in control of how you feel about what happens to you in life.
your in control of what you do.
your responsible for the things you do.
you always have a choice in life.
whatever your choose, your responsible for that choice and responsible for the consequences.

--There are no excuse's in life.
Your choice your responsibility

my main concern is about my happiness.finding out what it is that makes living worth it.
making myself better, making myself the best i can be.
making somethin' out of life; not just being alive.
I wanna actually live.Everyday is a chance to do sumfin'
Live ain't easy.No one said it would be.
Nothin; in life thats worth anything is free.
The thing's that are worth somethin' have to be worked for.
Everday you gotta go get it.
For me anyway, what makes me happy, is knowin' i gave it my all.
I was honest, meant everything i said, and really wanted it.
Lifes short, theres no time for head games, and fuck arounds.
If theres somethin' out there you want go get it , be consitant always.
Life has no short cuts.
Life aint fair.
Everybody's out to get there own.
Life its about survival,

You.

Is a for certain thing.
It's always gunna' be there.

You only have to answer to yourself.
The only thing you have to prove yourself to.
The only thing you have to listen to.
The only thing you have to trust.
The only thing you have to impress.

The only thing you have to make happy.The only thing you have to live with.

"--These are just thing's that for certain, it doesn't mean there the only thing's that are gunna' matter."